Wrecking CHRISTMAS Balls

AFTER 653497389752 years... Hi! its been a while since I last updated. Thank the 140 characters of twitter because it is not anymore enough to express my feelings or what am i feeling right now. I feel betrayed, sad, the whole world is against me, ALONE and depressed. It all started last December 24 2013. We were all excited to celebrate the christmas so me and my brother started cooking our recipes for noche buena at exactly 3 in the afternoon. He cooked gulaman, I wrapped the cheeseticks, he made mango float while i cooked spaghetti. His excitement was so contagious so I myself was excited too. I'm mentally planning my outfit for church incase my crush will see me. I texted my girlfriends a merry christmas and i said nevermind the food as long as your family is complete and dont forget to go to church together :( I even started to prolong my patience in texting even though im not very fond of texting. Then there it all started. My parents started complaining then our night was a wrecked. They hid my phone and the laptop. We ate our noche buena for dinner then by 10 everybody at home is already sleeping. We did'nt even attended the mass. My saddest christmas celebration so far :(